There is a double edged sword in having a steady acting job.
I love what I am doing, I love providing for my family, I enjoy the friends I have at my stage, I love the hours I am working, I love the area I am in.
Other edge of the sword
I love new experiences, I love new pieces, I love new people, I love new roles, I love new challenges.
These two parts of myself are forever at war. When I am auditioning, I want a job. I want some stability and a chance to be somewhere for a while. When I am in a role I am always looking at what is auditioning all over, where my friends are, what things I am missing out on.
I feel like I need to change that. A little more zen is what I need. Peace and happiness for what I am and where I am.
No matter what, where ever I am, my LM and HH are with me and we are a family.
Sword not withstanding.
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